Tuesday, December 28, 2004
The past 2 days

The past two days have been so tirersome...Allie and I Sunday night from 7:45(pm)-2:00(am) did nothing but play DDR...maybe a bathroom break every so often...but none the less nonstop. But earlier that day we were at Chris' DDRing with him. And yesterday....yesterday was fun. Chris and I met JJ (Allie's soonto be other half) and we went DDRing at Westfield mall from like 6:15(pm)-9:10(pm). We played so many games I have no clue how much money we invested inthose games. But it was sure as shit worth it...And today, I am feeling the reprocusions(sp?) of playing DDR so much. My calves hurt so much... it is actually a funny site to see me walk. Well I don't think I have learned my leason...today Chris invited Allie and I to play DDR again...I am gunna be a cripple by the time I have to go back to school...*roll eyes*. But at least I'm gunna have fun doing it. :)

Posted at Tuesday, December 28, 2004 by C_S4Life
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Saturday, December 25, 2004
HaPpY HoLiDaYs!

Merry Christ-Hanukkah-mas and Happy Rona-Kwanza-don too...
Hope you all have a great holiday and get everything you wanted...plus more.

What I got for Chrsitmas...
Dance Dance Revolution Extreme for PS2
DDR Dance pad
PS2
Spyro 2: Season of Flames on Gameboy SP
Cranium: Hoopla
2nd CD Player
a lamp thingy
All in one (scanner/printer/copier)
Fleece blanket
"Bad Girl" PJs
Fleece shirt jacket thing
"S" ring
a sterling silver shotbead bracelet
a memory card for PS2

*but the one thing I wanted I didn't get...and that was my Bass Guitar...I'm so pissed I wanted that more than anything. I will trade in everything else but the DDR to get that Bass...

Posted at Saturday, December 25, 2004 by C_S4Life
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004
HEHE today was fun

Hehe today after 10th period was fun...Lauren, me and Chris went outside to wait for Lauren's mother and I saw Rob. We waited for a while and I asked why was Rob just waiting there and he said for Sisti...and I said, speaking of Sisti I had something to tell him about. I told him not knowing the boy was right next to him...OOOppppssss. Well Lauren left and Chris and I waited with Rob having interesting convasations while waiting.

I said I bet you he is with Jess in the truck and they both doubted me. So me and Rob took a walk to the truck and before we could go even halfway we saw Sisti's head pop up. And we both yelled "SISTI!!" and he opened the truck door and Rob and I walked over. He let the game for Rob home and then we walked off....

Chris, Rob and me waited by the bike racks and were jsut waiting for Shawn to realize that the time. And after a while we went inside so Rob could call hi mother for a ride that she said "no" too. So we walked outside and waited more and about 4:30-4:45 they both emerged from the truck....foggy windows and all. They both had smiles and all three of us yelled, "OMG it's bout fucken time, shit we thought you'd run out of air by now..." So while Chris and I were leaving ROb and Sisti caught up and Chris and Rob made hand prints all over Shawn's windows....Rob took pics....hehehe.

Me and Chris walked through town to Doc.John's so we could get change of a $20. We were on our way to Sayvile Pizza which is OPENING TOMORROW. Im going there for lunch. So me and Chris found out about Say. Pizza and went to the Chocolatier instead he got me gummy bears....*gummy bear orgy* lol. And we walked to Ekard and I got him eyeliner and red nail polish. Then we walked to his house and that is were we hung out until my mother picked me up at 8:30ish.

Shit just keeps getting interesting day by day....hehe I hope it keeps going it is funny.

Posted at Tuesday, December 21, 2004 by C_S4Life
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Monday, December 20, 2004
Hey I'm back....

I think I might just star righting in this old thing agian...I mean I have it why not use it....so much shit has happened since I stoped writing. But right now good things so far are happening. I have broke-up with Chris and became friends with his now ex girlfriend Brittney....I dated Rob Weldon and now that is who Britt is dating. Allie is in theropy and doing okay....I am a shit head that got drunk and screwed a guy....*really ashamed* I am a recovering drinker and smoker. I am trying to turn my life around and look on the possitive side of things.

I see the world so much clearer now....corny quote but meh..."I can see clearly now the rain is gone, I can see all obsticles in my way..." hehehe. But everything is coming together since me and Chris broke-up. I fucked up and had my fun for this year and I hope to just cool it downand think straight now...But he helped me realize so many things.

Like for instince that he isn' t the only thing in the world *as much as I thought it* but he is still a good friend. That realtionships I make now aren't meant forever. And that the world is a good place if you don't make everyone pissed at you and have too many enemies. That if you give people a chance they can be pretty interesting.

I broke-up with Rob and he went out with this girl Michelle for a while and broke it with her because of personal reasons *not to be names*. Allie, Britt and I are planning on a band but  we aren't sure who is really *interested in it*. But we'll find out soon and I'll keep you updated.

I lost Chris as a friend for about a month and then I became friends with Britt then she broke-up with him and we started talking a lil' while after that. And now we are closer than ever. Um....I got a new cell phone and it has 87 contacts in it already and I have had it ofr less then 2 months....I moved out of my lunch table because 1 person isn't fond of me right now... because of the break-up between me and Chris. But I cant complain because I still have friends I can sit with.I have made so many new friends it is pathetic....so many people have change and become withstandable.

Shout out to all the new people I talk to now....Sarah, Jenna, Trisha, Joe, Taylor, Chuck, Heather, *Conrad*....*Mike*....Britt, *Brittney*.... KaRa P., Rob W., *Sisit*, Hannah S., Alex V., Nicole Y., Annie, Sal, Peter, *Peter*....Chui, Mike, Steve, Nicole C., Gia, Christian, Alan, AMbulance Co. Friends, Ann-Marie, Claire, *Matt*, Gavin, Halder, (Kelly), Laura M., Jay, Nicole G., Tiki, Bisuit, Scottie, Jackie, Ruffles, JJ....if I forgot you sorry tell me and I'll put you.

Shout put to all my friends: Julia, Kaitie, Amanda, Nicole, (Chris), Jill, James, Max, Kris, Zach, Rob,  Erika, Amanda C., Melissa, Leyla, Paul, Dani, Liz, Lizz, Deniz, Kim, Kimmie, (Allie), Ally, Alicia, Kieran, Laura B. Lauren, Mike....Nathan, Rainy, Stacie, Steve, Will , Wyatt........if I forgot you sorry tell me and I'll put you.

Posted at Monday, December 20, 2004 by C_S4Life
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Friday, June 18, 2004
more ons

It's Chris. I'm making this post since Shannon will probably never come back here. The last post was made in March! The 19th I believe. Stop addressing me and leaving comments on it! It's ancient history! She and I are doing great. We are still together today and going strong at just over 18 months.

Uggh,
Topher

Posted at Friday, June 18, 2004 by Topher
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Tuesday, March 09, 2004
I think this is the end...

I think this might be the end of me and Chris *for good* because he doesn't seem like he cares much anymore so I think I might just not care too. But of course to him whenever I degrade myself he yells at me and gets pissed, but when he does it I'm supposed to be passive about it. HELL FUCKEN NO! And tonight he hung up on me for the 2nd time. Maybe his bolg is right 15 months is just  to long for people our age to stay together...wait what am I saying he right! This doesn't seem like it was ment to last...but what the hell we are only in 9th grade...what is love anyway....? I don't know what to do anymore it just seems like he doesn't care about me or about us anymore....

sad, lonely, and confused
Shannon

Posted at Tuesday, March 09, 2004 by C_S4Life
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Sunday, February 15, 2004
[none]

I haven't really been writing lately......honestly I haven't remembered to. I'm always on but just not here....sorry if you haven't had anything else new to read but I've been busy and very forgetful. It's not like I have adoring fans that love reading the shit I put in here. It's just my boring, fucked up, messed up life that goes in here nothing more, nothing less. I guess I could try to put in  more entries but I dono if I will have the time... I actually have a life off of my computer.....weird I know but I do.

Shannon

Posted at Sunday, February 15, 2004 by C_S4Life
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Tuesday, February 03, 2004
funny aint it

My life is a fucken hell hole. It just seems to be getting worse since (Friday) Jan. 30th. Ever since that day Julia's father has been kissing ass to my parents and my brother...kind of wierd timing he has. His fucked up daughter beat the shit out of a friend and the only way he knows how to deal with it is to kiss up and makes buddy, bussy with someone....disterbing and pothetic too. I guess I'll start at the begining and tell what happened.....I hope it ain't to much for you to read.....

To back track to Friday here is what happened and that day.

All 9th graders took the science mid-term. It was from 7:30-9:00am. It was some-what difficult I still finished in 1 hour. After everyone got out I talked to Allie and then she went home. Then me, Nicky, Chris, Nick B. and Melissa M. were looking for something to do until my spanish mid-term. So we went upstairs to go on the computer and when we got to the room Jess and Gavin were in there. So anyways me and Nicky started checking out Blogs. So after a while everyone was talking to Allie and Andrew on Allie's tag board. So all 5 of us were talking to Allie then Gavin joined in (under another name) and then of all people Jess joined in (under another name) and the first thing she said was 'Allie you're such a fucken Jew.' And with that Allie and Andrew knew it was Jess. Anyway, Jess got pissed because Andrew made a poll about her . When it was time to pick answers Chris picked D) ALL THE ABOVE and Jess took no offence to it at all because she knew he was joking. But Allie happened to agree with him and that is what set her off...everyone started to laugh and Jess got embarassed and pissed more. (*write more in detail later*)

Posted at Tuesday, February 03, 2004 by C_S4Life
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Thursday, January 29, 2004
MESA SMARTIENESS!

I'm smart.  I made the Juliya pic big and added Allie to the links for Shannon.



Shannon's Tech guy,

Topher


EDIT: The pics had to be taken down in my blog due to legalitys that I don't understand. I might get them back up when I work them out. To be safe I took them down here too.

Posted at Thursday, January 29, 2004 by Topher
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Sunday, January 25, 2004
She said 'Sorry'

Julia (the girl from the 'Yet another day of my sick, twisted fucked up life') last night while waiting for Chris to get his ass on the computer (which he never showed) I went on AIM and she IM'd me really fast saying 'sorry for what she said to me.' She said 'the things that she said should not have been even thought and that she was sorry.'  It kinda caught me off gaurd I wasn't really expecting a apology so fast. So I apologized for the things I said and I think eveything is okay now still not sure. Well I guess I will find out on Monday. The reason I'm guessing she said 'sorry' so fast is because the teacher never even showed up he left earlier so I'm guessing that made her do it sooner rather than later.

Shannon

Posted at Sunday, January 25, 2004 by C_S4Life
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